Friday, April 29, 2005


Boredom

Clouds of the mind float by at will.
Random shapes collide with the designed.
There is no critique of the shapes.
They are there.
The feats are enormous.
Boredom is a puff of smoke.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005



Circles


I was in the first or second
She showed me what to do
She made these little circles
I found so hard, but through
a lot of practice
I tried and tried again
I made those little circles
With my very own ink pen.

Now when I see a circle
These memories flood back
I see a little child
Turning circles with a black
pen, over and over
again and again.

Tuesday, April 26, 2005


The Red Barn

When I was growing up there were many of these barns in the area. A particular structure comes to mind when I pass one of these barns. It was known as the Red Barn. That's what it was called. It was a typical old barn along highway 41 just south of the county line. This barn was in better shape than most because the owners would have it painted by those advertising painters who traveled around painting barns with popular advertising phrases of the day. If you were lucky enough to have your barn close to a major highway you could get free maintenance in exchange for the use of the side or roof of your barn. The phrases they would paint would be such things as "See Rock City" or "Chew Mail Pouch." The Red Barn was always well painted and that's about the only use it got. Except for one other use.

There were three or four girls who lived in the house that went with the Red Barn. The house they lived in was not as nice as the barn. But it wasn't close enough to the highway to get free maintenance. The girls had a reputation of giving a "good time." It seems that on Friday or Saturday night you could go to the barn and hang out with the girls. School nights were not allowed and someone would chase you away if you went on any other night.

These stories were always told by the older guys. One time a friend and I decided to check it out. We had just got our license. He had a 1953 Ford and a full tank of gas so we took off on this adventure. We drove down 41 and got near the barn. We didn't quite have enough nerve to turn on the road to the house and so drove on by. We went down the highway a piece and turned around. Back we came and this time we made the turn. Toward the house we went. And past the house we went. This side road was gravel as were most of the side roads at that time. We went down the road and turned around. Back we came. This time we pulled up in front of the house. We sat in the car for a while. The procedure was to wait at the barn and the girls would come out. We got out of the car and walked to the barn. We stood there for a while and nothing happened. After another while someone came out of the house and told us the girls were gone.

I think we were relieved. We got into the car and made our usual Saturday night rounds. We did make another visit to the barn and found one of the girls at home. She came to the barn and we had a nice visit. After a while we left. Good time. What does that mean anyway?

Wednesday, April 20, 2005


Let Us Die in Peace

Terri Schiavo dies
The Pope dies
We all die.
TV peeks
Politicians poke
Leave us alone.

Saturday, April 16, 2005


Dad had a gas pump at the garage. This lock is what he used to secure the handle to the pump. When I got my license to drive, Dad would let me get gas from the purmp. He always kept it locked so I would have to go to him and ask him for the key to the gas pump. I always hated to ask him because I felt like I was taking something without giving anything in return. I guess that was the capitalism that was instilled in me by our society. Gas at that time was between 10 and 20 cents a gallon. Dad didn't really sell gasoline. He just kept it for his use. (He had a repair garage).

Wednesday, April 13, 2005


Round barn on St.Rd. 32 just east of IL line and west of Flat Iron Road.
There were a few round barns in the area were I grew up. I was always fascinated by these barns as were many people. You always heard stories about the barns such as "a man ran himself to death trying to find a corner to pee in" and other such tales. I never did know why there were round barns. Some said it was for efficiency. Livestock could be handled from a central location. Some said because there were no corners it would keep evil spirits away because they had no place to hide. I never was in a round barn and I would find it interesting to go inside. I don't know if there is a hay mow like conventional barns or if the center is a large open area. I would assume that the dome is a self supporting structure as are other domes. I always have to stop and look when I pass a round barn. Just to wonder why.

Monday, April 11, 2005


Which way should I go?